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Darkness is only an illusion July 19, 2013 at 2:40pm Darkness falls upon a slumbering town. The night is calm, clouds pilfering the sky. A gust of wind hushes the busting insects, and the air grows thick. A single black cloud blots out the moon; seeming soaking up the light. The small gust of wind slowly grows into a full blow, an eerie sound emanates from an old tree outside of a farm house like a low humming wail. The single black cloud grows in size, pulsating as the night grows deeper. Outside the farm house a single body paces back and forth between the aisles of corn: peering, watching, waiting. The man watches the family through the w

stronger-  theirs something i should tell you, you really should know. i can't take this pain though it doesn't show. i grit my teeth and force a smile, hoping this bleeding heart is truly worthwhile. time has passed but nothing has changed, except those lost feelings we freely exchanged. although life is something we have to live and learn, their should be some type of motherly advice used to cease this yearn. my love is something that's stronger than steel yet the pain you've inflicted is all to real. i am calloused, cold to the bone, i am weak for the emotions i've shown. yet one theirs one thing, something you should really know. i.'ll

dust and bone- I am but dust and bone, Surrounded, yet all alone. Having answers yet asking why, My heart becomes as dark as the bluest sky. Feeding my fire and all's a lie. Time to mend, time to mourn, Treating my scars, yet still I'm torn, One more inch upon the ledge, Life is skin, on knifes edge, All I want is to feel, Mind shattered, Can never heal.   by Kris Krimson

if i didnt wake up tomorrow who would care?  would i be missed, would anyone cry for me? i pay bills i seem to take care of everyone, i feel so trapped in this life,always in the same old routine i feel my life is a wast of time and space on earth. i was once told that i was a waste of oxygen on earth, and maybe i am. maybe i just need to disappear and give everyone what they need, i seem to hold everyone around be back. and i cant seem to get to that point in my life that really seems to make a difference. so as before the question remains, if i didnt wake up tomorrow who would care?

i wanted to die today but told no one of my pain  i wanted to scream today but i lost my voice threw all my pain  i needed my sanity today to know that im ok but the more i tried the more i felt insane  i wanted to be happy today i wanted to feel alive but ive come to realize that im just dead and hallow inside  i wanted to  cry on you to just hide away in your arms for you to wipe my tears but i was tossed away instead  so i sit here with my blade on my wrist and scream in my head the screams no one will hear and as i start cutting ill face my biggest fear

You take my breath away each time i see you.  I tell you i love you and those three words are true.  Your the light of my day and my moon at night, and as long as you love me ill be alright

i see the shadow of the fallen angel  the one you say is another lie  ill be waiting with an open casket just to bury you alive  you say im broken and cannot pick up the pieces  you say that im used up and should be thrown away  im here to tell you your word are like poison but im fighting to stay  i see the shadow of the fallen angel  the one who will lead me to paradise with blood stained hands

i feel the darkness surrounding wrapping like a ethereal blanket  coiling around nice and tight  suffocating everything bleeding the light  sleep away day to day i see my eyes hazel to gray  there is no sunshine go a world so cold  where your life is just beginning yet feels so old  serenity is just a hit away but am i ready for the price id have to pay  

i love the way you look and the way you feel.  i love the way i love you and i know my love is real.  i love your eyes and your dirty blond hair.  i want to be next to you and breathe in your air.  its been so long since Ive had a good smile.  id do anything for you, even go that extra mile.  everything about you is something i adore.  i like your laugh and cant wait for more.  in my past Ive been forced to hide, you make me forget that and make me feel good inside.  i enjoy everything about you from head to toe. Ive fallen hard for you, more then you know. your my darling the one that i love.your my little piece of heaven, my white dove